I know that this is a little overdue since I quit my art course at Christmas, but I still feel the need to update my journal anyway since the last time was April last year.

Right, so finished Secondary School in September last year and afterwards I went to college. I started up with Combined Arts, which I was pretty excited about at first. But then I started the course. It was hell. The only reason that I stayed there was because I had made the best friends I had in a long time there. I stayed in the course, and finished up my first project. I amazingly finished it along with finishing my Graphics project.

So, I was planning to stick to it, but then I got my grade and my whole world collapsed. I know that seems a little over dramatic but that was how I felt. I got a D for my project that I worked so hard on, even though I hated the course. And it didn't help that it was a fucking miserable day as well, I went home in the dark and raining and my bus was last. I was so upset that I cried as soon as I got home, and I have NEVER cried over a grade in my school life. So that was the end of it all for me. I quit right after that.

So now, about a month later, I am much happier. I'm only doing Graphics now which I got an A in on my first project and that I enjoy so much. Although the college has now destroyed any passion I had for art, I now know that my heart lies with Graphics, Fashion and Graffiti. So, it was probably a blessing in disguise that I now see. I had my moment in the sun for art back in Years 10 and 11. Those art books will always be my best work.